Smile.

"You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile"
                                 -Uncle Cracker- Smile.

Tyler came over tonight. Just an average night i guess. I never realized before tonight how much he could make me forget the world. Cheesy, i know. I don't believe in love. I should rephrase that.. I dont believe in being "in-love". I believe the "In-love" feeling is love with attraction. Over two short months we've been through everything.. The loss of a friend, which is actually what brought us together.. And we've already seen each other cry, laugh, and at eachothers worst.

My parents are in love with him. His parent's aren't too fond of me, but parents don't usually like me anyway. So I'm used to it. We've seen each other almost everyday since we've been going out. Now that we've graduated we see each other even more than we did when we went to school. He's one of my best friends.. and i can say that honestly..

My past with guys has been one jerk after another.. I'm only 18, but i've seen it all.. An abuser, a druggie, a gay guy (looooong story), and one that needed to drink to have any sort of smile on their face.. I've only had one good guy before Tyler, and that was Jake.. I miss Jake.. Tyler helps that hurt go away. He makes me smile.